Just a kiss

If some girl kissed you, what are you gonna do? Kiss her back or keep your cool? The answer I chose was: keep my cool.

Really sorry for your problem, Piotr. The relationship for you was extremely precious, I know that; the same thing happened to me. I thought I would be able to go back after years even though I know it's never gonna happen. But you are totally different from me. You are an extremely optimistic guy, making me feel abashed cause I keep on my tongue everyday I will be optimistic but never managed to. Let the optimism be the guideline and I am sure you will go over it. 

After several relationships and some of friends talking to me about my sins, I can't help wondering whether or not there is actually a sin on me. I just speak to myself I am young, I have a lot of things to do, I have my career, I have much much time before getting marriage. The very reason why I can not focus on a relationship might not be the excuse I designed for myself but that I keep talking to myself I own the excuse. However, not until I really understand it will more girls who fall in mine or at least someone who has a fling put more sins on me. I hope it would not be destination that I saw in my hand.

As I said before, I am trying to be optimistic and open minded both inside and outside everyday although I am actually pessimistic and judgemental inside. Sometime I didn't know how to make choice and I am really bad at that usually. Therefore, I still don't know if it would be better did I give kisses back.